Pinyin Lyrics, English Lyrics (Translation), Info/About, Background Story, Covers & Versions, Chords, Video, and Streaming Links/mp3 of This Life此生(Ci Sheng) Winter Begonia OST By Shin苏见信
Info/About “This Life”
Song Name | This Life此生(Ci Sheng) |
Artist | Shin苏见信 |
Lyricist | Yu Zheng |
Composer | Lu Hu |
Released | 2020 |
Genre | Pop/Soundtrack |
Language | Mandarin |
Background Story of “This Life”
This song was the ending song of the TV Series “Winter Begonia鬓边不是海棠红“, and it was released on March 27, 2020.

“Winter Begonia鬓边不是海棠红” Soundtrack Listing
Winter Begonia鬓边不是海棠红 | Lu Hu陆虎 | Theme Song |
This Life此生 | Shin苏见信 | Ending Song |
At This Time of Life此生此时 | Wang Yizhe王一哲 | Insert Song |
Lyrics in Pinyin/Mandarin/English of “This Life”
jiǎ rú zhè yī shēng jiù rèn xìng yī huí
假 如 这 一 生 就 任 性 一 回
If in this lifetime I could be willful for once,
wǒ yuàn yì bèi fù nǐ suǒ yǒu de zuì
我 愿 意 背 负 你 所 有 的 罪
I’d be willing to bear all of your sins,
ràng nǐ sì wú jì dàn xiào dé huān
让 你 肆 无 忌 惮 笑 得 欢
so you can laugh without a care.
tōu tōu cáng qǐ zhè diǎn yú wèi
偷 偷 藏 起 这 点 余 味
Carefully (I’d) hide this aftertaste away.
jiǎ rú zhè yī shēng jiù liú yī cì lèi
假 如 这 一 生 就 流 一 次 泪
If in this lifetime I were to cry only once,
wǒ měng yī huí tóu lái bú jí fáng bèi
我 猛 一 回 头 来 不 及 防 备
I’d look back suddenly, too late to prepare,
jiǎ zhuāng hún hún è è wú suǒ wèi
假 装 浑 浑 噩 噩 无 所 谓
pretending to be confused, as if it doesn’t matter.
chén āi lǐ kāi chū le huā lěi
尘 埃 里 开 出 了 花 蕾
From the dust a flower bud has emerged.
wǒ bú hòu huǐ
我 不 后 悔
I don’t regret
fēng xuě zhōng hé nǐ zǒu zhè yī huí
风 雪 中 和 你 走 这 一 回
walking with you this once through the wind and snow
gàn le zhè bēi
干 了 这 杯
drink up
wǒ men zài xì lǐ líng hún xiàng duì
我 们 在 戏 里 灵 魂 相 对
our souls shall meet in the play.
yǒu xiē cán kuì
有 些 惭 愧
Of some things (I am) ashamed,
wǒ bú shuō dàn nǐ xīn lǐng shén huì
我 不 说 但 你 心 领 神 会
I do not speak of them, but you understand.
jiù cǐ yī zuì
就 此 一 醉
And drunk,
mèng lǐ nǐ duì wǒ shuō rén jiān hǎo měi
梦 里 你 对 我 说 人 间 好 美
in dreams you told me, ‘this world is so beautiful.’
cǐ shēng yǒu yī duàn zhī néng yì huì
此 生 有 一 段 只 能 意 会
In this lifetime there’s a period one can only empathize,
wú xū ān wèi
无 须 安 慰
no need for consolation.
bǐ cǐ dōu dǒng dé yí wàng xīn suì
彼 此 都 懂 得 遗 忘 心 碎
We both know how to forget heartbreak;
hé nǐ yī wēi
和 你 依 偎
leaning closely against you,
fèn fèn miǎo miǎo dōu bú gòu tǐ huì
分 分 秒 秒 都 不 够 体 会
every minute, every second still wouldn’t be enough to truly feel it.
qīng shān wǔ mèi
青 山 妩 媚
The lovely verdant mountain;
huí wàng xì tái shàng jǐn xiù duī huī
回 望 戏 台 上 锦 绣 堆 灰
looking back on the stage, all that is beautiful is piled with ash.
jiǎ rú zhè yī shēng jiù liú yī cì lèi
假 如 这 一 生 就 流 一 次 泪
If in this lifetime I were to cry only once,
wǒ měng yī huí tóu lái bú jí fáng bèi
我 猛 一 回 头 来 不 及 防 备
I’d look back suddenly, too late to prepare,
jiǎ zhuāng hún hún è è wú suǒ wèi
假 装 浑 浑 噩 噩 无 所 谓
pretending to be confused, as if it doesn’t matter.
chén āi lǐ kāi chū le huā lěi
尘 埃 里 开 出 了 花 蕾
From the dust a flower bud has emerged.
wǒ bú hòu huǐ
我 不 后 悔
I don’t regret
fēng xuě zhōng hé nǐ zǒu zhè yī huí
风 雪 中 和 你 走 这 一 回
walking with you this once through the wind and snow;
gàn le zhè bēi
干 了 这 杯
drink up
wǒ men zài xì lǐ líng hún xiàng duì
我 们 在 戏 里 灵 魂 相 对
our souls shall meet in the play.
yǒu xiē cán kuì
有 些 惭 愧
Of some things (I am) ashamed,
wǒ bú shuō dàn nǐ xīn lǐng shén huì
我 不 说 但 你 心 领 神 会
I do not speak of them, but you understand.
jiù cǐ yī zuì
就 此 一 醉
And drunk,
mèng lǐ nǐ duì wǒ shuō rén jiān hǎo měi
梦 里 你 对 我 说 人 间 好 美
in dreams you told me, ‘this world is so beautiful.’
cǐ shēng yǒu yī duàn zhī néng yì huì
此 生 有 一 段 只 能 意 会
In this lifetime there’s a period one can only empathize,
wú xū ān wèi
无 须 安 慰
no need for consolation.
bǐ cǐ dōu dǒng dé yí wàng xīn suì
彼 此 都 懂 得 遗 忘 心 碎
We both know how to forget heartbreak;
hé nǐ yī wēi
和 你 依 偎
leaning closely against you,
fèn fèn miǎo miǎo dōu bú gòu tǐ huì
分 分 秒 秒 都 不 够 体 会
every minute, every second still wouldn’t be enough to truly feel it.
qīng shān wǔ mèi
青 山 妩 媚
The lovely verdant mountain;
huí wàng xì tái shàng jǐn xiù duī huī
回 望 戏 台 上 锦 绣 堆 灰
looking back on the stage, all that is beautiful is piled with ash.
Covers & Versions of “This Life”
Lyrics Video
Vietsub version
Female Cover by Tina Hu
Vietnamese Cover
Piano Cover
Thai sub version
Chords of “This Life”
Streaming Links of “This Life”
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