Pinyin Lyrics, English Lyrics (Translation), Info/About, Background Story, Covers & Versions, Chords, Video, and Download/mp3 of Love Is Not Up To Me爱不由我(Ai Bu You Wo) Go Go Squid OST By Azora Yu Chang Chin尤长靖
Info/About “Love Is Not Up To Me”
Song Name | Love Is Not Up To Me爱不由我(Ai Bu You Wo) |
Artist | Azora Yu Chang Chin尤长靖 |
Lyricist | Zhang Pengpeng |
Composer | Zheng Guofeng |
Released | 2019 |
Genre | Pop/Soundtrack |
Language | Mandarin |
Background Story of “Love Is Not Up To Me”
This song was an insert song of the TV Series “Go Go Squid亲爱的,热爱的“, and it was released on July 10, 2019.

“Go Go Squid亲爱的,热爱的” Soundtrack Listing
Nobody无名之辈 | Chen Xueran陈雪燃 | Theme Song |
Milk Bread牛奶面包 | Yang Zi杨紫 | Ending Song |
Give To The Future给未来 | Li Xian李现 | Insert Song |
Love Is Not Up To Me爱不由我 | Azora Yu Chang Chin尤长靖 | Insert Song |
I Can Not Care About You我可以不在乎的你 | Kimberley Chen陈芳语 | Insert Song |
Couldn’t Leave | Dimash迪玛希 | Insert Song |
Glory光耀 | Lara Liang梁心颐 | Insert Song |
The Happiness of Walking Together一起走的幸福 | Clare Duan Aojuan段奥娟 | Insert Song |
Broad Sky海阔天空 | Ye Xuanqing叶炫清 (actors in the drama) | Performance in the drama |
Lyrics in Pinyin/Mandarin/English of “Love Is Not Up To Me”
shì yǒu yī xiē nán yán de lǐ yóu
是 有 一 些 难 言 的 理 由
There are some reasons that are difficult to put into words
yě zǎo xí guàn jì mò zhè péng yǒu
也 早 习 惯 寂 寞 这 朋 友
I’ve already gotten used to this friend of mine, loneliness
duǒ dé guò nǐ guān xīn de yǎn móu
躲 得 过 你 关 心 的 眼 眸
I can avoid your caring eyes
duǒ bú guò xīn dòng
躲 不 过 心 动
But I can’t avoid my feelings
pīn mìng wěi zhuāng jiān yìng hé lěng mò
拼 命 伪 装 坚 硬 和 冷 漠
I’ve done my best to pretend to be strong and indifferent
jù jué xīn lǐ de xiǎng fǎ bèi nǐ kàn tòu
拒 绝 心 里 的 想 法 被 你 看 透
I refuse to let you see through the feelings in my heart
kàn nǐ nán guò
看 你 难 过
Seeing you sad
qí shí wǒ bǐ nǐ gèng xīn tòng
其 实 我 比 你 更 心 痛
But in reality, my heart aches more than your
wǒ nǔ lì zài shǎn duǒ huí yì què yóu bú dé wǒ
我 努 力 在 闪 躲 回 忆 却 由 不 得 我
I’ve done my best to avoid it, but the memories are not up to me
nǐ céng shuō de huà yī jù jù ěr biān shǎn shuò
你 曾 说 的 话 一 句 句 耳 边 闪 烁
Every word that you’ve once said is twinkling by my ears
yào qián wǎng xìng fú yào jīng guò duō shǎo guān kǒu
要 前 往 幸 福 要 经 过 多 少 关 口
How many gateways must I pass through to go towards happiness
cái néng hé yōng bào xiè hòu
才 能 和 拥 抱 邂 逅
To run into [your] embrace
wǒ nǔ lì zài shǎn duǒ dàn ài què yóu bú dé wǒ
我 努 力 在 闪 躲 但 爱 却 由 不 得 我
I’ve done my best to avoid it, but love is not up to me
bú gǎn ràng nǐ míng bái nǐ de mèng wǒ yě zài mèng
不 敢 让 你 明 白 你 的 梦 我 也 在 梦
I don’t dare to make you understand that I’m dreaming your dream
ruò yǒng héng zhè huí shì yào lì jīng fēng bō
若 永 恒 这 回 事 要 历 经 风 波
If we need to go through storms for this thing called eternity
nǐ yuàn bú yuàn yì péi zhe wǒ yī qǐ tàn suǒ
你 愿 不 愿 意 陪 着 我 一 起 探 索
Are you willing to go through them with me
shì yǒu yī xiē nán yán de lǐ yóu
是 有 一 些 难 言 的 理 由
There are some reasons that are difficult to put into words
yě zǎo xí guàn jì mò zhè péng yǒu
也 早 习 惯 寂 寞 这 朋 友
I’ve already gotten used to this friend of mine, loneliness
duǒ dé guò nǐ guān xīn de yǎn móu
躲 得 过 你 关 心 的 眼 眸
I can avoid your caring eyes
duǒ bú guò xīn dòng
躲 不 过 心 动
But I can’t avoid my feelings
pīn mìng wěi zhuāng jiān yìng hé lěng mò
拼 命 伪 装 坚 硬 和 冷 漠
I’ve done my best to pretend to be strong and indifferent
jù jué xīn lǐ de xiǎng fǎ bèi nǐ kàn tòu
拒 绝 心 里 的 想 法 被 你 看 透
I refuse to let you see through the feelings in my heart
kàn nǐ nán guò
看 你 难 过
Seeing you sad
qí shí wǒ bǐ nǐ gèng xīn tòng
其 实 我 比 你 更 心 痛
But in reality, my heart aches more than your
wǒ nǔ lì zài shǎn duǒ huí yì què yóu bú dé wǒ
我 努 力 在 闪 躲 回 忆 却 由 不 得 我
I’ve done my best to avoid it, but the memories are not up to me
nǐ céng shuō de huà yī jù jù ěr biān shǎn shuò
你 曾 说 的 话 一 句 句 耳 边 闪 烁
Every word that you’ve once said is twinkling by my ears
yào qián wǎng xìng fú yào jīng guò duō shǎo guān kǒu
要 前 往 幸 福 要 经 过 多 少 关 口
How many gateways must I pass through to go towards happiness
cái néng hé yōng bào xiè hòu
才 能 和 拥 抱 邂 逅
To run into [your] embrace
wǒ nǔ lì zài shǎn duǒ dàn ài què yóu bú dé wǒ
我 努 力 在 闪 躲 但 爱 却 由 不 得 我
I’ve done my best to avoid it, but love is not up to me
bú gǎn ràng nǐ míng bái nǐ de mèng wǒ yě zài mèng
不 敢 让 你 明 白 你 的 梦 我 也 在 梦
I don’t dare to make you understand that I’m dreaming your dream
ruò yǒng héng zhè huí shì yào lì jīng fēng bō
若 永 恒 这 回 事 要 历 经 风 波
If we need to go through storms for this thing called eternity
nǐ yuàn bú yuàn yì péi zhe wǒ yī qǐ tàn suǒ
你 愿 不 愿 意 陪 着 我 一 起 探 索
Are you willing to go through them with me
gǎn chōng pò shì jiè de fēng suǒ
敢 冲 破 世 界 的 封 锁
If you’re willing to overcome the obstacles of the world
gǎn duì kàng mìng yùn de shé mó
敢 对 抗 命 运 的 折 磨
If you are willing to withstand the persecution of destiny
gǎn ài zhe jiù bú pà wèi zhī de suǒ yǒu
敢 爱 着 就 不 怕 未 知 的 所 有
If you’re willing to love, then don’t be afraid of everything unknown
wǒ yuàn yì bú shǎn duǒ jiù suàn ài yóu bú dé wǒ
我 愿 意 不 闪 躲 就 算 爱 由 不 得 我
I’m willing to not avoid it, even if love is not up to me
nǐ céng shuō de huà yī jù jù ěr biān shǎn shuò
你 曾 说 的 话 一 句 句 耳 边 闪 烁
Every word that you’ve once said is twinkling by my ears
yào qián wǎng xìng fú yào jīng guò duō shǎo guān kǒu
要 前 往 幸 福 要 经 过 多 少 关 口
How many gateways must I pass through to go towards happiness
cái néng hé yōng bào xiè hòu
才 能 和 拥 抱 邂 逅
To run into [your] embrace
wǒ yuàn yì bú shǎn duǒ jìn guǎn ài yóu bú dé wǒ
我 愿 意 不 闪 躲 尽 管 爱 由 不 得 我
I’m willing to not avoid it, even if love is not up to me
duō xiǎng ràng nǐ míng bái nǐ de mèng wǒ yě zài mèng
多 想 让 你 明 白 你 的 梦 我 也 在 梦
I really want you to understand that I’m dreaming your dream
ruò yǒng héng zhè huí shì yào lì jīng fēng bō
若 永 恒 这 回 事 要 历 经 风 波
If we need to go through storms for this thing called eternity
nǐ yuàn bú yuàn yì péi zhe wǒ yī qǐ tàn suǒ
你 愿 不 愿 意 陪 着 我 一 起 探 索
Are you willing to go through them with me
nǐ yuàn bú yuàn yì péi zhe wǒ yī qǐ tàn suǒ
你 愿 不 愿 意 陪 着 我 一 起 探 索
Are you willing to go through them with me
Covers & Versions of “Love Is Not Up To Me”
MV Version
English sub version
Cover by Kimberley Tan
1 hour loop version
Piano Cover
Chords of “Love Is Not Up To Me”
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